Hi. These photos are of a few new things that I’ve bought recently, I bought two pairs of those cream tights, and those ghost-socks didn’t fit my legs. But tonight I just wanted to talk, or ramble if you will. I’ve been feeling quite off for the past few months, just weird and unmotivated at the same time as I have things I really, really want to do. Changes I want to make, not necessarily big things, but still things I wanted to in order to live the life I want to live. I’ve walked around living a life I wasn’t happy with, for way too long, at the same time as I didn’t really make any changes. I just kept going, wishing for things to change but not doing anything to change them. I have things I really enjoy doing, that make me super happy, even in the long run, but I’ve been feeling so unmotivated and weird and just not like doing them.
As unspecific and blurry as this post is, it’s going to be my promise to myself. Because I’ve been walking around unhappy with things for way too long and I know I deserve some form of happiness too. I’m gonna get my shit together and become the person I want to be, and live the life I want. I’ll see you on the other side.